February 26, 2011

day 3 - favorite show



Day 3 - a picture of the case of my favorite show....


well this is hard because my favorite show changes all the time! I get into phases and obsessions with different shows. So right now, my flavor is The Tudors. And plus... Jonathan Rys Meyers is too hott for words! The show in general is a little racy; definitly not for the eyes of a teenager. But most enjoyable for a lonely housewife with not much to do who's looking to indulge in a little eye candy with romance and a great plot. I've been watching all the episodes on Netflix through the XBox, but have found that the last 2 seasons are only available on DVD. boo...

What do you do....

.... when you become jealous of your friends' friendship with another person?

You see, I have a fellow navy wife whom has always said that we'd be each other's wife during this deployment since both our hubbies are on the same ship. But in recent months, she has gone out with this other wife a lot more than me. She and this other wife have been out three times this week. I know that I am in no position to tell her who to be friends with or how often she can see them, and i would NEVER do that anyways... but I am feeling like I am being replaced so to speak. I feel left out or forgotten or that I've become uncool to hang out with. Like an outcast. Literally the last time I had a chance to hang out with her was at her house with about 8 other women. I showed up early to help her fix food, and stayed late and cleaned up and did the dishes by hand even! That was a month ago. I have seen her once when at a friends house for dinner, again with 4 other girls.

Am I being crazy? I know i'm feeling jealous and I shouldnt be obsessing over it like this, but I feel like she's been the one true, honest, and great friend I have here. I've only lived in this area for 3 years. I don't really know anyone else. So please, help a girl out. I don't want to say anything because I think it would make things awkward or make the situation worse, but at the same time I don't want to lose my friendship with her. What do I do? I miss her. And I wish we were hanging out like she and this other wife do. I always have a great time hanging out with her, but I feel like we don't see each other a lot anymore. So... am I crazy? should I let this go? Should I say something? ugh... my husband's away and I don't want to lose one of the only friendships I have here. Then I would feel completely alone. any advice?

February 24, 2011

day 2 : a pic of you and the person you're closest to for the longest



The person I've been closest to for the longest is my sister. This picture was taken a couple years back for my high school graduation.

February 21, 2011

day 1

A picture of me with 15 facts:




1. I am the youngest of two in my family.
2. I am from the north (yes, I'm a yank living in the south)
3. I was diagnosed with PCOS 2 days before my birthday in 2008
4. I work as a nanny for a family with 4 boys
5. I have 3 beagles and they are my children! lol
6. I bought a house with my husband at the age of 19
7. I dropped out of college to marry my sailor (and it was the best decision I ever made)
8. I've never broken a bone in my body. ever. (knock on wood)
9. I hate cleaning
10. I LOVE chocolate
11. I miss being able to take a vacation whenever I want to
12. I just got my passport with my married name
13. I used to be a size 0 in high school (very unhealthy)
14. I had a miscarriage Oct 22nd 2010 and my husband was gone so it literally was the hardest thing I've ever had to go through by myself
15. I love to sleep in.

30 days in pictures

I got this from a fellow blogger. I will comment with a link to her page.



Day 01 - A picture of yourself with 15 facts.
Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest.
Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show.
Day 04 - A picture of your night.
Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory.
Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day.
Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item.
Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh.
Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most screwed up things with.
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate.
Day 12 - A picture of something you love.
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist.
Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die.
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you.
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity.
Day 19 - A picture of you when you were little.
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.
Day 25 - A picture of your day.
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.
Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of.
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.
Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss.